When you left you destroyed me
Like fragile porcelain,
Falling free from their place
On a strong wind
Not that you’re to blame
When you left, I got destroyed,
I should say
For the end of my fantasy came
And I was already burning out
In such a bad place
Not that I’m ashamed
we all
After all
Make mistakes
Now time has elapsed
And where I’m at
I try to make
Better choices each day
And now
When I cry or cry out why or scream my rage
I’m only slipping my fingertips
Through this fragile broken brain
Trying to see the way
Building
In the glue of time and therapy and pain
This beautiful Kintsugi
Sometimes pieces fall apart
But piece by pieced, cracks filled with art
I make myself new
And whole
Again
